Chapter 32 of 366

This week has been super hectic! Alhamdullilah it is coming to an end!

Despite it being hectic, it was a happy day for me! Syukran Ya Allah. :)

Things that make me happy:
1. I get to satisfy my cravings for maggi goreng!

2. I'm home early! This means that I managed to avoid the 6pm bus crowd!

3. My tutor was very impressed with my group's powerpoint slides. This made me really happy because we did not do very well for the last consultation. He even showed our slides to the previous group. Pity the previous group actually because I know how hard it is to come together as a group when you are all from different diploma courses. Thank Allah my group is very cooperative.

4. I thought I was not going to see Mr. Heart Stealer at I-T-A-S today like I always do every Wednesday... BUT he came! He just came late. Hehe! Super happy because that's the only day of the week that I get to see him! ):

5. I got full marks for my World Issues Quiz this week! Yay!

Alhamdullilah for today! Ya Allah, thank you so much. You showed me that even in the most tiring days, good things are bound to happen. All we need is a little positivity in us. Amin...

Chapter 25 of 366

I have so many things to get done. Time to switch on to full gear! *click*

So let's remind myself of all the things that I still need to cancel off!

1. Minerals Tutorial
2. Quiz 2 Revision (Water, Vitamins & Minerals)
3. ASR Project
4. ASR Essay
5. LAW Project
6. LAW Test
7. Newspaper Response
8. GenPsych Test
9. GenPsych Quizzes
10. PStats Assignment 2
11. PStats Test
12. World Issues Project

GIVE ME A BREAK... IN 2 MONTHS! Haha!

Chapter 9 of 366

Today was one of the most awesome day in my TP life. It was nothing extravagant and there was not any special events. It was just a day spent with Anisah, Luqman, Syasya, Kida & Razlindah filled with laughter, joy, SWAY & SABOTAGE. Hehe!

You know how people always say, "Who needs boys when you've got awesome friends?" or something along the line? I believed that the statement was true but I have always been doubtful about it. Today, all my doubts have been washed away by the love and joy of friendship. :)

So, I've been admiring a guy (from far, sadly) for about a few months now since the start of the semester. Since  I have not bumped into him for more than a month already, I decided to go to one of my subject lectures that I could definitely see him.

Well, apparently the coward girl here dragged along 3 of her friends, Anisah, Syasya & Kida, to follow her to the lecture. Luqman wanted to come along too so he could disturbed me. -.-

I thought they were gonna blend in just fine but I guess the lecturer was smarter and she picked Anisah and Luqman to answer her questions. THEY WERE NOT EVEN STUDENTS OF THE SUBJECT. #lol

In the end, they managed to answer the questions. Well, I thank God for giving me SMART friends. ;)

We laughed a lot during the lecture. I wished they were in the same CDS as me. ):

All these while, my 'crush' was there. So he kind of saw my clumsy side. Hehe~

But what really struck me was the fact that being able to finally see him was not the thing that made me happy and made my day. It was the company of friends that I had spent time with today. They made me laughed till my stomach hurt, smiled and best of all, they warmed my heart and make me feel so loved.

Did my 'crush' made me feel what they made me feel? Did he give me happiness? No! He made me feel nervous, anxious and totally not myself. I had this pressure to be perfect and all lovely in front of him. I could be anything in front of my friends and they would accept me for who I am. They would not judge me too. He  might not accept me for who I am. WHO IS HE TO AFFECT ME AND MY FEELINGS? HE HAS NO RIGHTS. I WON'T LET HIM AFFECT ME.

But my friends are love. Thank you Allah for showing me that I have You and my awesome friends and family to make me happy. Alhamdullilah. Syukuran Ya Allah. :')

Chapter 7 of 366

“It’s just that I don’t want to be somebody’s crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too.” - Perks of Being A Wallflower

I wonder if anyone ever had feelings for me before. No one has ever told me they had feelings for me before. I want to know if anyone does have feelings for me. I would show my appreciation towards the person. He would give me a different sense of confidence and boost my self-esteem. I would get to know him better and be his good friend even if I do not have the same feelings to return to him. I know it's going to be hard for him to just be my friend, but I'll try to get a girl that is better than me for him at the same time...

So many promises. So many of them.

Chapter 2 of 366

Time check: 12:39am

I came across this great reminder from a girl's Facebook...

Rasul Allah (sal Allahu alaihi wa sallam) said, "When any of you sleeps through the prayer or forgets it, then let him pray it when he remembers, for Allah Mighty and Majestic says, 'Perform the prayer for my remembrance.'" [Sahih Muslim] 
And yes, even when the designated time has passed, one is still required to 'pay his debt' once he remembers. Subhanallah :) :)

Amazing isn't it? Well, Islam is perfect but Muslims aren't.

Well, I think this serves as a good reminder for me to do my prayers. Yes, I admit, sometimes time is not on our side and we eventually end up not being able to do our prayers within the designated time. BUT even though we have missed it, we should never forget to pay it back.

I'm sure Allah S.W.T. understands. But we also must make the effort to not miss our prayers. Syaitan loves to distract and disturb us. That's why we must never submit to them.

But, we should also not make it look like it's okay to qada and just miss our prayers when we feel like it.

Remember, Allah S.W.T. is watching us and He knows us best.