Chapter 9 of 366

Today was one of the most awesome day in my TP life. It was nothing extravagant and there was not any special events. It was just a day spent with Anisah, Luqman, Syasya, Kida & Razlindah filled with laughter, joy, SWAY & SABOTAGE. Hehe!

You know how people always say, "Who needs boys when you've got awesome friends?" or something along the line? I believed that the statement was true but I have always been doubtful about it. Today, all my doubts have been washed away by the love and joy of friendship. :)

So, I've been admiring a guy (from far, sadly) for about a few months now since the start of the semester. Since  I have not bumped into him for more than a month already, I decided to go to one of my subject lectures that I could definitely see him.

Well, apparently the coward girl here dragged along 3 of her friends, Anisah, Syasya & Kida, to follow her to the lecture. Luqman wanted to come along too so he could disturbed me. -.-

I thought they were gonna blend in just fine but I guess the lecturer was smarter and she picked Anisah and Luqman to answer her questions. THEY WERE NOT EVEN STUDENTS OF THE SUBJECT. #lol

In the end, they managed to answer the questions. Well, I thank God for giving me SMART friends. ;)

We laughed a lot during the lecture. I wished they were in the same CDS as me. ):

All these while, my 'crush' was there. So he kind of saw my clumsy side. Hehe~

But what really struck me was the fact that being able to finally see him was not the thing that made me happy and made my day. It was the company of friends that I had spent time with today. They made me laughed till my stomach hurt, smiled and best of all, they warmed my heart and make me feel so loved.

Did my 'crush' made me feel what they made me feel? Did he give me happiness? No! He made me feel nervous, anxious and totally not myself. I had this pressure to be perfect and all lovely in front of him. I could be anything in front of my friends and they would accept me for who I am. They would not judge me too. He  might not accept me for who I am. WHO IS HE TO AFFECT ME AND MY FEELINGS? HE HAS NO RIGHTS. I WON'T LET HIM AFFECT ME.

But my friends are love. Thank you Allah for showing me that I have You and my awesome friends and family to make me happy. Alhamdullilah. Syukuran Ya Allah. :')